Mood in the MIDNIGHT ~

Have been a very long time I didn't update my life over here ~
Since the day back from a place that I don't like at the very beginning until I don't feel want to leave it in the end ~
Never realized it ~
It is already over 4 months I left the place which I fall in love with ~
Really feel want to go back again ~

Since the day I'm here again ~
Have to face back those problem that I have escaped for a year ~
A lot of minute changes in my life throughout the year ~
Even my mind ~
I never expect I would change my mind before this ~
But the fact proved ~
Everything can be changed by the time ~
Just about the time ~

Time flies ~
Now already 2013 ~
It is the time for me to start another step of my life ~
Need to bear up the responsibilities on myself and my love ones ~
No more day dreaming should exist ~

Sometimes, when flashing back those days in the past ~
Felt so lucky I wasn't as in the past ~
Felt very lucky I am who I am now ~
Never change the mind which wanna thank for those who appeared in my life in the past 20 years ~
Thank you so much again with my full sincerity ~

At the same time ~
As usual, tons of problems that all of us need to face ~
I wouldn't want to complain on how hard is my life as there are a lot of people in the world having thousand times harder life than me ~
I appreciate what I'm having now ~
I really appreciate much to those who are giving me support all the time without asking for payback ~
Thanks for their kind and love ~
With their support, I know I can do better for my future life ~
Starts from now and every next second in the future ~

When I'm thinking backward on the days I've past ~
I think I should feel proud and lucky ~
To have my lovely parents always giving support on every single issue in my life ~
To have my kind friends giving support and supporting each others when facing tough life in school ~
To have my best friends willing to share my sadness throughout the days ~
To have some of the special friends trying to add happiness into my life ~
The luckiest things I have ~
I love them so much and wish to love them more ~ ^^



heidi
24 January 2013 04:13