~*~*~ IF ~*~*~

2008 would be a turning point of mine ~ ^^

IF ~ I didn't go to NILAI ~
     Then ~ I would be studied in Form 6 ~

IF ~ I studied in Form 6 ~
     Then ~ May be I would be still in a relationship ~     
     Then ~ I wouldn't know my friends in NILAI ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't have my life in NILAI ~
     Then ~ I would just have life in Form 6 ~
     Then ~ I would be still childish when facing everything happened to me ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't be typing my stories here ~ ^^
     Then ~ I would never get my Diploma in MLT ~

IF ~ I didn't graduate my course ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't work in those places that I'm working now ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't get to know all my colleagues ~ ^^
     Then ~ I wouldn't know what I really want ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't get to know those friends that I knew them recently ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't plan to further my studies ~ 
     Then ~ I wouldn't know what field I want to be in ~
     Then ~ My life would be messed up ~

IF ~ I'm still in a relationship ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't find out that I'm so stupid loving a person that don't love me ~
     Then ~ I would be still a stupid idiot ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't be single now ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't be tough ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't be independent ~
     Then ~ I would be still trust someone ~
     Then ~ I would be still warm-blooded ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't realize that my friends so care about me ~ ^^
     Then ~ I wouldn't be so wanted to leave ~
     Then ~ My mum wouldn't be scared of I become lesbian ~

IF ~ I didn't fall out of love ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't be so close with Jissie ~ ^^
     Then ~ I wouldn't be so free ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't be LIGHT BULB ~ ^^
     Then ~ I wouldn't love midnight ~
     Then ~ I wouldn't like to stay alone ~ ^^

IF ~ IF ~ IF ~ IF ~ IF ~

There seems so many IF in my life ~ ^^
Luckily I went to NILAI in 2008 ~
It changed me alot ~~
Especially 2010 ~~ ^^
There are still tons of IF that I can't finish write it here ~ ^^
HAHA ~~~ !!!
LUCKILY ~~~ ^^



heidi
17 April 2011